And The Pain Keeps On Going...

Even though the endoscopy was a day ago, my stomach feels weird. I've never felt the pain in my stomach that I feel now. It feels like something inside of it is eating it from the inside out, and its traveling up my throat. I don't know how to explain it but just thinking about it makes me want to cry. It's preventing me from eating the food I would regularly eat. I've been so scared lately, and I don't really know what to do. Sometimes, I just want to go in a little pathetic corner and cry, but what good would that do? I don't want to feel bad for myself, because that's lame. Sometimes, I just want people to understand why I can't be as happy as I used to be. It's not like I'm a grump. It's just that I feel sick but I can't say anything. I just don't know what to do...